Humanity Disorder

There are people out there who suffer everyday because they know who they are. What sympathy do they receive? To recognize that you are just a human... not a person. A person has feelings and a life that has meaning. A human just is. She realizes what meaning that is out there is only created by a desire to want. Desires that were no way intended to be hers. They were always someone else's. It is a terrible affliction to know what you are. It is a new disorder in today's world. It used to be an old syndrome in yesterday's reality. Psychology can't quite get it right. But these people need help. And they need it now!

They walk around with aims that are not their own. They have nothing because it is someone else's. They simply exist. These people self medicate with alcohol and find comfort in knowing eventually they will die. They will not exist at sometime and they wonder when and why. They could even take their own life, at least they find freedom in that. However, there is no point in doing that either. Who would want to be a story for a day? They could have meaning in their life one day! If they could only forget where it came from.

Who figured that out? Perhaps nothing was discovered but this illness can't be ignored. Human beings are suffering out there dammit! And people are ignoring them because they don't hear any cries for help. Why isn't there any? The realization is too deep and its meaninglessness is too far. There are no cries and if there were... they couldn't be heard. One must understand to be able to listen. If a person and a human could communicate perhaps we could see some progress. How does one tell the difference? That is the problem with this disease! The symptoms are not so easily detected. Some of them can be found in every person. Even you could have could carry symptoms of this disorder. How could one know though?

There is no medicine for this disease. Once it is contracted there is no cure. It does not want to go away, it is here to stay. A human doesn't even want it to leave them because they earned the right to not be a person anymore. Remember the stages: The Camel, The Lion, and The Child. Let your angst disappear. Open your eyes against the multitude. One day there will be a cure.